Listening to the gorgeous John Mayer, a little tired. My Shakespeare class today was interesting; it was Macbeth this week. Who knew Ian McKellen was quite attractive when he was young!?
And the other version we saw had a very pretty Macbeth:
Perhaps a little too pretty?
Today the weather was gorgeous, if a little cold. I wore my new sneakers, jeans, a blue and white striped long-sleeved shirt, with my white lace top over it. I managed to write some more songs over the weekend, I like getting them out of my head. God knows they are probably awful but it makes me happy. One thing I have realised since being at Uni is what makes me happy. I realised that I am a low-key kind of person, and maybe that’s not just because of my anxiety and low self-confidence. I used to feel bad about not being a 'Skins' teenager but I am learning that there is no point; I don't want to be that way. I will always be the girl in the library, daydreaming out of the window with her IPod on, I will never be the girl sitting on the table on her phone, telling her mates about how wasted she got. I am quiet around people I don't know so well, and when I am friendly it’s genuine. I try to talk to more people, and I’m not the shyest person in the room anymore which is good for me, since I am always thinking about everything. I am a little more relaxed about the little things, but still freaked out about the 'bigger' issues in my life. But that’s okay.